April 25,
1949
Well my dear
diary today was just another day at the crazy household. I got breakfast
cooking and helping Willy gets ready and off to work. Hopefully this sales trip
is successful for him I know how much he wants to be a successful. The boys are
here visiting and I just wish that Biff would think about everything that his
father has had to go through lately and maybe he would understand Willy just a
little bit more. I think about how close Biff used to be with his father and it
kills me how much hate Biff has in his heart toward Willy. I know with time
things will get better with their relationship, and Biff will see that his
father always loves him and only wants what is best for him.
April 25,
2013
My dear
diary, Willy has been getting worse with seeing his flashbacks I know that he
should probably go see a doctor, but Willy is too proud to ever ask for help. It
kills me inside how his stress from work has changed his mental mind. I know
the willy that I met and fell in love with all those years ago is still there. I
just miss him from time to time you know. I miss our conversations that we used
to have when all I think we have now is small talk before he has another
episode. I just want my loving husband back I would give anything to have my
old Willy again.
